Christi the merch manager

On Thursday I gained 5 new friends. Their names are Kevin, Jake, JD, Jamie and Wes. They are collectivly known as Rush of Fools and I love them. I honestly consider them my friends and I hope that they feel the same way. I hung out with them all day on Thursday and then I became Christi the merch manager. After the show as we were tearing things down they came and told me that they had come up a dollar short and I told them sorry. They laughed at me. They said that a dollar is the least amount that they have ever been off that made me feel special. Then for the rest of the night they kept telling me how amazing they think I am. That made me feel even more special. After that they said that they were going to make me come with them so they wouldn't lose lots of money anymore. They like me, they really like me. And I really like them.

achoo!

My allergies are slowly killing me. For most people allergy season has passed but mine are year round. It sucks. My eyes are all red and puffy. I'm sneezing uncontrollably and I have way too much snot. It's gross but deal with it. I'm going to go sneeze some more. Good Day to you.

FF Day 3

It is official my little sister has become a little boy crazy. Today after Old Man Shattered played she cam up to me and was like Johnny is really hot. For those of you who don’t know Johnny is the guitar player for OMS. I mean she’s not wrong but 6 months ago she never would have said that. My baby sister is growing up *tear*

I saw Falling Up back in May for the first time and I saw them again today. Today I was talking to this guy while I was waiting to get autographs from OMS. That guy was the lead singer of Falling Up. His appearance has changed so much since May that I didn’t even recognize him.

Red is amazing. That is the only way to express it. They are amazing both on and off stage because they don’t take themselves too seriously so they are fun to hang out with and they rock like there is no tomorrow.

This has absolutely nothing to do with Freedom Fest but have any of you had the top of your foot itch really bad and then you scratch the snot out of it, then it bleeds and burns like fire? I have.

FF Day 2

Tell me your thoughts on this.
If you were married would you only hug your wife? Today I encountered a whole band of guys who wouldn’t hug me because they only hug their wives. Honestly I think that is awesome because it shows just how much you love your wife.

Have any of you ever noticed how much Jeff (from Rockwell Social) and his brother look a like? If you don’t know they look like the same person.

Jaron is the creation of Daniel Biro(From Hawk Nelson) Franklin is the creation of Christi Spear. They are stars, they are cousins. It is awesome. I love Jaron, Daniel loves Franklin. That makes me mucho happy. : )

Freedom Fest day 1

I’m fairly sure that the P86 experience was the best concert I have ever been to. I am pretty sure that I will never again see a stuffed dog bone converted into ET by The Classic Crime. I’m extremely sure that Ever Stays Red is a lot older than I thought they were. I am completely sure that all the members of Wavorly are my new best friends.

Broken promises lead to a need for prayer

If you are reading this and you don’t know my history go read the blog entry entitled “Hello New Readers” then come back.

Broken glass is my biggest Self Injury trigger and do you know what happened Wednesday night? I dropped a glass and it shattered. Broken glass everywhere. I picked up all the glass it was tied up in a bag and then I went to the bathroom to clean a cut from stepping on a piece of the glass and then I opened the bag reached in and pulled out a piece and cut my hand. It is a small cut but in that cut is an 9 month promise down the drain. I let myself down I should have taken the bag straight outside but I didn’t. By taking the bag to the bathroom I gave myself I temptation that I knew was almost impossible to resist. It breaks my heart I vowed to never cut again. But I did and it hurts that I broke that promise. Pray for me. I need it desperately.

Randomness in the style of MeLissa

This is something I am postig here and on myspace because I like it so much. I will see Paul Wright Wednesday night and I am berry excited.



I like scarves a lot. Especially the one I made that is gray and turquoise. And my one that is pink, green and black. They are awesome.

Why do I always ramble on and on when talking to Edison Glass? This especially happens when I am talking to James. WHY?!?!

I can already see the comments that will come in but I will say it anyway. I don’t like Evenesance. There I said it. I have never really liked them and unless drastic things happen I will never like them.

In recent weeks I have developed severe insomnia. I will literally lay awake for hours unable to fall asleep. It is pretty horrible.

Another thing that I have developed recently is snorting when I laugh. Maybe my sleeping abilities and my laughing skills have gotten together to plan my downfall. hhhhhhmmmm.

Yesterday I learned that Barbie's full name is Barbara Millicent Roberts

If any of you want to donate I am buying a castle with MeLissa and I need $25,000 help me out.

As of this moment in time I have an irresistible urge to name my children after characters in Harry Potter just to be cruel. I will name my son Mundungus or Hagrid and my daughter Minerva or Nymphadora