Just another example of how stupid I am

It has been a very long time since I last wrote in my blog but here I am to give an update of my life. Even thought it has been a while my entry is still about the same thing boys and how stupid I am. Most recently the boy is Luke. People in cyberspace if you haven’t noticed from my other blog entries I fall for boys really hard really fast. I see a boy, he is nice to me, he’s funny, really the fact that he even notices I’m alive and talks to me, and I fall. Luke was no different he gave me the time of day and I fell flat on my face. You know how on TV how people magically get beautiful over the summer that is kind of what Luke did. Luke and I go to the same camp every summer and last summer he was nothing remarkable this summer I saw him and he was beautiful. Luke has always been one of those people who will talk to you no matter who you are so he talked, I fell. This year I hung out and talked to Luke more than I talked to anyone else, it wasn’t because I was totally in love with him but it was because he told me that I am one of the only people who he remembers from years past. Me and him both are sad that almost no one in America cares about the World Cup, we also both hate the stereotypes that people have assigned us, he has been branded a jock for the fact that he plays multiple sports and I have been branded an emo kid just because I listen to sad music and own a hoodie. Him and I have seen each other grow up and it makes us sad that this was our last year to be able to come to this camp. I will miss sneaking out of the cabin at two in the morning to look at the stars, I will miss the boys singing My Girl, I will miss being able to leave my everyday life behind even if it was only for a week. Camp may have just given me another boy to stress over but this boy may be the real deal. And as always you don’t have to understand you just have to know it is true.