Prom

I just came from prom and it was amazing except for one thing. I was tring to be prom queen and I didn't win. I knew deep down that I wasn't going to win but it still really hurts. All this past week I have worn a crown and a sash that says Vote Christi Queen. I am the only canidate who did this I am the only one who was creative enough too. I wanted this so bad I wanted for once in my life to be recognized for something. I want to cry it makes me very very sad. My husband cut his hair and that also makes me sad but he still looked beautiful. On a brighter note prom was awesome I felt beautiful all my friends looked gorgeous, we danced like there was no tommorrow. It is my goal thay before I graduate I will have at least hugged my husband I have 25 days. Lastly you don't have to understand you just have to know its true.

do you ever fall for the ones who you have no chance with and face agony everyday when you see that person or everytime they walk by your heart skips a beat and you think maybe this time they will talk to me. they never do and you just continue to let your heart be broken. I think it is funny that i always fall for these guys you would think i would learn. i wrote a post that made me sound like a jerk and then i write posts like this i am so confusing. So you don't have to understand you just have to know its true.

I'm done

I finished Beauty and the Beast and it turned out to be amazing. One thing that is not so amazing well maybe it is, I broke my finger. I fell flat on my face and broke my right pinky. If you were to lick my finger it would be like skittles because you would have tasted the rainbow. I went to the cast party last night and it was flippin' awesome. I learned that David snores rather loudly I learned this while sleeping next to him on the floor of our stage manager Christine's house. I know you don't want to hear anything more about B & T B so I will sign off. You don't have to understand you just have to know it is true.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Ok I'm in a play and we just finished show 2 of 4 and I am tired but I need to update you on my life . I bought Gaston and Anastisia flowers. Have you ever had something and 1 piece falls off and next thing you know the enrire thing has unraveled. Well my life sometimes feels like that I mean 1 thing goes wrong and then everthing else goes wrong. Have you ever been head over heels for someone and they barely know you're alive. I just hate when that happens. Well you don't have to understand you just have to know it is true.

What a tall, dark ,strong, hansome brute.

I'm in love with Gaston. You don't have to understand you just have to know it is true. That is all I have to say right now.

the beginning

To whoever reads my blog,
I am not going to post stuff to post stuff if something ends up here it is because it is something I need the world to know. Please if you are going to leave me comments have them be relevant and not dumb because contrary to popular belief if you comment me I do not feel a moral obligation to comment back. This is a place where I will share some of my deepest feelings please don't make me regret doing it.